Saturday, October 20, 2018

I want to tell my story...

I have started a new blog:
https://struggletofindlove.blogspot.com

Its not an extraordinary love story but its a true one...Its life lessons, its just like anyone else's story out there. Its an adventure...its a beginning and an end. Its confusing, frustrating but somewhere there is true love. 

Where am I?




Broken and confused again...why are humans such emotional creatures? I always wonder why? We invest so much...so much of our feelings, so much of our life into that one person that when he walks away...we don't know where we stand without him. Our personality so dependant on him, our existence so dependant on him. In that moment we think there is no where to go...but eventually there is. Getting over a major heartbreak is tough...I got over one a long time ago but it was mostly one sided, but this one...this one I don't know how to. He did not only take a part of me with him...he took my happily ever after with him. For all those years when i loved him, cared for him...I never realised that it would ever end but it did. 

A song for me, a song for him
A kiss for me, a kiss for him
His touch, his smile, his vice
A love for me, a love for him

Pain that never seems to heal
Love that never seems to end
Hurt that only grows
Smile that never comes

Ask me how I am?
I got nowhere to go
Something still broken inside
Something still trying to heal

This world was for you and me
Where it was just you and me
O' Where did you go?
Why did you leave?

What did I ever do to hurt you like that?
What did I ever say to make you go away like that?
Did you even love me?
Did you even care?

This mind has so many questions
and no one to answer them
All I know, this love will never end
All I know is I am still asking after all this
Where am I?